Conflicting feelings....

So, I know that I won't be able to eat things that are really fatty or sugary after the operation. So, now, I am faced with the paradox that I need to lose weight before the operation, but I also want to eat all the bad stuff for the last time... 😅

I love ice cream, and I think I won't be able to eat it after the operation. That is someting that I will miss. I'll also miss chocolate, if I can't ever eat it again. Or, perhaps I won't... I went off chocolate in 2008, and managed stay off it for almost two years almost without problem. I guess I might get back in that groove?

In any case, if I could choose between eating chocolate and being fit for the rest of my life, I would choose the fitness. In a way I also associate chocolate with bad times, because it is a comfort food. So who knows, maybe I'll just feel less sorry for myself after the operation..? 

Here's hoping!!