Things that I want to do that I can't now.

Sports: 

• Go for a run.
• Go for a hike
• Play football with my kid
• Go for longer walks with friends in the city
• Go to the zipline park with my stepkids. Man that's a lot of fun!

Normal everyday stuff:

• Fit into a bus seat.
• Go on an airplane and be comfortable.
• Look at a photo of myself and not fuss about my looks.
• Fit into most of my wardrobe.
• sleep comfortably outdoors. Or on any bed that isn't mine, for that matter.
• Find clothes I like in a "normal" shop, a lot of the time anyway.

I'm of course trying to combat these things. I am cycling to work whenever I can, and I am trying to fit in some excercises at home whenever I can. But I REALLY miss the gym. I just don't have the energy to drag myself there after a full day of getting up with my toddler, getting him ready for kindy and myself ready for work, then working until 5pm, going home, playing with toddler then getting him bedready and then taking him to bed, and possibly at 8pm I am "free" to do what I want. Which is .. usually nothing. I get to do some crafting, and some tidying up, but I kinda have to be in bed by 10pm so that I am rested enough to do the same the next day. 

I'm stuck in this cycle.